Everything is in super speed

Everything seems to be moving in super speed. It seems a little crazy. I run in a marathon in 12 days and I'm not ready at all. That totally snuck up on me. I looks like I'll just be doing a half marathon and doing a horrible time on it. Oh well.

Anyways moving on to some better news. This morning when I was being unfocused and doing my world lit posting, I stumbled onto craigslist where I found a 2003 Kawasaki Ninja 250. I have my fingers crossed, but I'm a little nervous since the post has been up there since March30-31, that maybe it has already been sold, and the post was never taken down. Any who... I replied to the ad, saying I was interesting and asking if we could set up some time to come by and check it out. I really really really hope today is my lucky day.

I recall there be a few more things I wanted to say... but alas they slip my mind.

I can't believe its almost May...
Oh yes, I remember one of the things but it seems pointless to type it all out, since it's just me contemplating my options in my head, but here it goes anyways.
As soon as I get the chance to move out, having 2 potential roommates and wanting to get a house together, in the discussion of it, it has almost talked me out of seeing the point in moving out.
I mean dont get me wrong I would love love love to move out, but in weighing it fully, with the financial burden of moving out it seems not worth the cost.
Having a discussion about how none of us will ever really be there...like i'll be with ___ most of the time, you'll be with ___ most of the time, and she'll be with ___ most of the time, it wont ever be all of us here at the same time. So then why do we need 4 bedrooms, a basement, and all this space if not more than 1 person is home at a time. Also, in getting a house then I'll have to buy furinture which is expense and I cant afford, and I still have my crappy Starbucks job, and am having no luck with finding an opening at a bank (which I am going to continue and broaden my search tomorrow). Yeah, if I moved out, I would barely be able to cover rent from month to month with my current job. So unless I get some stellar paying job, I really think moving out is completely out of the question.

Also I was thinking...I really want a motorcycle, and I really want to travel a lot, since I am the most un-traveled person ever, I would really like to go some place that I've never been before, and if I weren't blowing my entire paycheck on rent each month, that would be possible.

I honestly want to know how other people do it...live on their own, afford the things they do, go to and pay for school. It blows my mind... but then again I don't want to live the rest of my life in debt, and I didnt grow up as a spoiled rich kid, so I guess I'll just have to continue the way I have been.

What a long day...classes, home for a little bit, then tutoring, then work till 11:30.
UGH... I will definately not miss the HORRIBLE hours I work at Starbucks when I leave.