Email arguements

What a gloomy, cold, rainy, nasty Monday.
At least the weekend was pretty amazing.
Well I dont really know what else to say about this but I really hate fighting/tension/agruements/etc. Today my mom and I went back and forth about my dad going to lollapalooza with me. Well apparently (I'm not sure when) I said that I didnt want him to go with me after I was 18. Without taking my plans or feelings into consideration he said he would not go with me this year. So now that I've made other plans he changed his mind and has asked me if he could go with me and I keep telling him NO! Well he had my mom send me some sob email about bonding time and other bullshit like that seeing if I would reconsider going with him and I said NOPE!

I hate it when people use things and hang it over your head.
So I was allowed to stay out for the first time this weekend (for one night). This is the first time this has happened in 4 years. Now it is being used against me like, "see we let you stay out for the night." But they even told me it was a one time thing and it wont be happening again. If they really wanted to use that shit against me just let me do what I fcking want and stay out of my life because I hate you both.

I've always said I hate my parents and people just say "ohhh thats not true you'd be so sad if something happened to them." But honestly, as horrible as it is, if you only knew the things I've gone through, I would feel no remorse if something happened to them. I just hope they compensate me well in their wills, because this is complete bullshit if I put up with this shit and get shafted in their wills.



I think this post is very fitting of the nasty weather today.