Too much to do and no motivation to do it.

Right now= super weird fucked up mood.

I feel like crap (physically).
I cannot focus no matter how hard I try.
I feel like I hate what I am right now.
I dont even know if I even know a word to explain my current mood other than completely disoriented.
I think I'm upset with myself, but the weird thing is, I dont even know.

Sigur Ros is amazing. Who doesnt love an Icelandic band. If you actually translate their songs, the lyrics are so poetic, and their voices are mezmorizing. I was talking about them at work the other day. Flipping through everything on my ipod this is the only thing that is helping to put me into a somewhat tranquil mood atleast.

I wish it were warm out...I'd love to just lay on the ground right now and look at the sky and just be...


Well, I think maybe Sigur Ros will help to focus me..I really need to write this research paper, and an economics paper...

I'll be so glad when Saturday comes around:
Run in a 10k, go to a techno thing, and then sleep in as late as I want on Sunday since apparently I never work anymore.

I need a new job.