Saying things... just to say them.

Do you ever feel like sometimes people just say things to you to get a rise out of you or just to upset you?
It really upsets me when my parents say things to me and it's like "Seriously!? What the hell would you say that for?!"
I feel like I'm going to be stuck as 14 yr old me as long as I live here, and then they say how responsible I am and "grown up" and mature, and what not and then I get treated like a 14 yr old. Actually my 14 yr old brother is allowed to do more than I am, which is a bit ridiculous.

And then tonight...
Okay a bit of background first off. My dad and I have gone to Lollapalooza together for the past 3 yrs together. Sort of a bonding thing so we dont slit each others throats for the next year. Well I was on the Lolla website last night and saw that Early Bird tickets go on sale March 31st, so tonight I told my dad that, and he was like "Eh, I thought you'd want to go with someone else, not me this year. I wasnt planning on going" And now I'm just really upset and crying...which I know is really stupid and all but it really upset me.

Honestly,
I'm not even allowed to spend the night out, let alone go to Chicago for Lollapalooza for a week. its just dumb and I'm pissed, I dont have anyone to go with anyways, I dont know who the hell he thought I'd get to go with me.

I'M FUCKING PISSED!

Well... all I know is I'm buying myself a ticket on March 31st, and I'll fucking go by myself. Fuck him, fine I'll just go alone I dont give a fuck.

GRRR....

Well before this all happened I was being productive.... Fuck that too.