Everything is F-u_C-k-E_D u-P!!!
I just cant deal with all of this right now. I need everything to change and hopefully for the better. I feel like everything is all wrong. I HATE my job, and I cant find another one. And I preferably need one that pays more than what I make now. Actually I wouldnt mind making the same, but I actually need the hours...sorry Starbucks 17 hours a week isnt quite enough...OBVIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK!
I wanted to transfer stores cuz I thought I would get more hours, but then my manager doesnt want to fuck herself over when Liz leaves for California in July...so good job, now you've fucked yourself over even more cuz I'll leave in a fucking heartbeat...I HATE that place...I fucking resent starbucks....I can never look at a coffee cup from that hell hole the same way.
Moving on...
I need to move the fuck out of this house. I cannot stand it, its soooo upsetting living here. I dont even know what to do. I cannot live here, and I cant even explain how I feel. Everything they do drives me FUCKING INSANE! EVERYTHING!!!!!!! I just cant do this anymore, and I have no way of changing my siuation. I cant afford to move out and its that simple...Because of starbucks fucking me over, my last paycheck was $245.13 that combinded with my last paycheck of $230.87 makes a wopping an even $476.00. And it's impossible to find anything less than $350 a month plus utilities. And eating is usually nice....I just dont know how I can manage to do it dispite how badly I want it.
I HATE THIS....
Everything is going to hell.
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