It needs to be June

Okay..so I think it needs to be June already. I'm soooo done with school right now, I'm so overwhelmed. Today will be German class, eat, german hw, math and bstats class, work, run with Taylor and Dave, then german hw, math hw, bstats hw, more german hw, then sleep, and wake up at 6am to schedule class for fall. Tomorrow will be about the same. School, work, hw hw hw, then maybe running and sleep if I have time. I work 6 days this week. Yikes.

Well update since the last post. I sold my motorcycle and bought a new Kawasaki Ninja. Ummm that's about it I guess....
...time to get back to some hw, then class and work and stuff....

Can it just be June yet?!
Plus, I'm going to Tennesse with Dave in June. :)

5 Months

I guess it's been about 5 months since I've updated this thing.

January I went to Chicago.

And last week I got back from Toronto. It was my first time ever leaving the country. It was alot of fun.
Oh, and since the last time I blogged, I've stopped being vegetarian. Haha. So while I was in Toronto, I ate a bunch of really interesting (and yummy) things. Veal tongue, pork heart, lamb testicals, bison heart, duck, bison meat, lamb, deep fried mac n cheese.

I went to take my test to become a Notary Public today, I know that I missed one question atleast, but I'll find out Monday if I failed or not.

Also, I'm selling my motorcycle, which is really abnoxious, but I want to upgrade to a newer bike so I need to sell that one first.

Hmm. What else has happened. I realized, if everything goes as planned, I'll be graduating one quarter before I expected, so Fall 2011 (assuming everything goes as planned) I will be done with school. It's crazy.

I guess it's been awhile...

since I've post anything on here.

I've been pretty busy with school and work and all. So i think my apartment is the apartment from HELL. First we found roaches, which are still not entirely gone, and 2 days ago they came out to treat for them again, and now we have bed bugs. This is just getting a little ridiculous and I'm left constanting asking myself "why did i move out?!" and I've been thinking about that, and how I will probably be left to move back into my parents house after this year. I'm going to have no luck in finding a roommate so I'm not going to have too much choice in moving back home.
Today, I was talking with my dad and get is getting ready to re paint my room and move all my mom's junk into it. Wonder how I might break it to them that I'll pretty much have to move back in after this year.

Oh boy...

Life...Sigh

Wow, where to begin.

I moved out, there's a start. I got a kitten. Learned some life lessons. And realized I have no idea where my life is going, and I dont care anymore.

Got a B+ in Computer problem solving for business, sucks, I wanted an A.

Sprayed too much bug stuff in the apartment this afternoon, and its giving me a headache.

The Strangest Most Fucked Up Week Probably Ever.

Wow.



Where to begin...everyone thing is so fucked up. And I don't care because I'm so done with it all. People need to fucking chill out and not be so up tight. I'm happy, and I dont care about everyone and the drama they are all starting over it.



So I had my heart smashed into the ground, because I liked seeing my boyfriend more than he liked seeing me. But whatever, learn from your past and move on, I'm not one to mope over that kind of stuff. I'm young, I knew it would end, so I moved on and accepted it, sorry that I didnt pout about it as long as everyone wanted me to.



My life has changed so much in the past week, and I think I've experianced every possible emotion.





But I'm in a good place right now, and that's all that matters to me right now.







Oh, and side note. This time next week I will be all moved into my new apartment. Yay!

Lost...

...thats probably the best word to describe how I feel right now. I just feel like I'm lost and wondering around in the dark, which no where to go.

I cant even look at myself in the mirror.

I hate everything my life is right now.

The world is no longer a beautiful place...it seems that only the ugliness of the world is visible.



Hard to belive that less than 10 days ago, I was the happiest person ever. Wrapping up my trip to Chicago with a guy I really cared about and had so much fun and enjoyed every minute of it, even the car ride back....

...now my life has spiral out of control.



I hate this world...
I hate this place so much,
so many terrible memories that the good ones can even begin to cover up the bad.


I think at least my cat understands me...she's been super cuddly today and that helps just a little.